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Thursday, January 12, 2006

Happy 5 months.

Happy(literally) 5 months.

Sorry Risa and Paula,if I can't make it.


TexaS love

I fell even more in love when I saw you again.

(so this entry is supposed to be done a couple days ago...so it's late.ane what?

Wednesday:January 4 [which is by the way Jay Garcia's 20th birthday.
Part I: I was heading to work when auntie called me,I couldn't pick up because I was going to be late.She was heading to my workplace,when I called her later that day so we talked about the trip.She said she wanted me to sleep over at their house but it's okay.I still had to get ready,I'll just meet them early the next day.So after work,I got home and got ready.Stayed up all night.What a long night.
Part II:I tried to figure out what clothes to bring and what not to.By 4:30am I took a shower and got ready to head to the Medina's residence.Got there,uncle waved to my father and I gave their gifts and we ate breakfast.Soon Josh drove us to the airport.We finally got to the plane,first plane ride in about 17 years.Oh how beautiful it looked from up there.San Diego was nice.Long trip ended up falling asleep.Woke up and I was in New Mexico,Albaquerque.(however you spell it),They too had a nice view,except everything seemed so flat plains there an a set of nice mountains.After that we headed to El Paso then to finally to San Antonio,Texas.it was nice.got off the airport because I thought I would see him again,but no.We headed to get our rental car.Then headed to Lackland Airforce Base for the award ceremony.The ceremony went on.I saw my boyfriend.It was pretty windy there.cold..hmm,but yea.after the ceremony they were released and we ate at somefoodplace at oneof the minimall they had there.We talked and walked around for a bit,then headed to the other minimall to go buy something that he said he needed.Which was a bear that was dressed like him.Cute.Aftre that we went on our separate ways until tomorrow.We only had a enough time to eat and such.But it was nice.

Friday,January 6:
So I kinda woke up at 5:15am,but didn't really fully wake up unitl 5:30.wake up call.So,I
took a shower,got ready and then the parents and I ate a quick breakfast at the hotel
then headed back to the base.Goodness it was pretty cold.We went to the little briefing that they had then,we went to the parade grounds.A littel bus drove us there,then we got our seats and the ceremony started.The marched passed us by flights,auntie adn I tried finding kevin once again,we use albert as a mark.He passed by us,and then went back to where they were.After the ceremony two,lanes flew by.And finally they graduated.The parents and I headed to where kevin was at.Him again in attention.He turned around,with that face of his.Dad congratulated him,and his mom hugged him,adn again we embraced each other.We all headed to the bus,to go back to the auditorium place.Because that's where our car was at.On the way to the car,Uncle made us take pictures together.Then I took pictures of them three.We went back to the mini mall near his dorm and then walked to his dorm.It was an open house like moment.he shoed us where he slept,his closet the day room and all.we all took pictures.Well the dad took pictures of albert and him and again him
and I.The parents and I went back,and kevin wanted to run some errands,so we waited for him in the car,and then we went to eat at some fancy restaurant/buffet.Baby's treat.We grubbed like no other.We talked and chilled for a bit until it was almost two.Because he didnt have a town pass till that time.Aftre Auntie and I were talking aboutthe Alamo and the riverwalk.I wanted to go,but then when auntie and I were talking about it,uncle goes no they're going to the hotel so that they came sleep.Hah,damn I wanted to go sight seeing with auntie.because it's not like Ill be at Texas anytime soon.So they dropped us off at the hotel,while they had their fun.Kevin and I talked,chilled,watched some
tv and all that.at one point I asked him to sing to me,because he hasn't done that in awhile,plus I miss it,so he sang a little clip of all these different songs.As We were sittting together on the bed,and I had my head in his shoulder,He continued singing "I wish that I could hold you now,I wish that I could touch you now,I wish that I could talk to you and be with you somehow,I know you're in a better place,I know I can't see your face...."and with this one song he began to have a tear roll down his eyes..he said "I would sing that to myself,at night when I'm on dorm gaurd(and let me tell you while he was singing and saying that,his lips were all shaky...."it gets hard baby..."The first I saw him sweat.We called his folks to see if they were on their way,because we were kinda getting hungry.So,they finally came,and we ate at a chinese food place.Damn,that got me full.We then headed back to the base,minimall,and waited until he had to go.He bought me a sweater and he bought his bag for monday,and I bought his folks some drinks.Then we had to part again.For the day.Got back to the hotel,and got ready to sleep.

Saturday,January 7:
Part I:So I got up at 6 something,but then I was in bed till 730am.Uncle and auntie went off to go eat breakfast they they had at the hotel.I then decided to get ready.I took a shower and got ready,packed my stuff and made sure I didn't leave anything.Then it was 8:30am.So we went to the base to go meet up with Kevin,and headed to some food place.We didn't have much time so we went to Denny's.The denny's there was pretty cool.We talked and laughed and told each others stories.After that we had to go back to drop kevin off.On the way back,he held my hand and while he was he kissed it,just like he used to.We finally arrived at the base,we dropped him off to the minimall that was near his dorm area.His mom got out of the car,hugged him and congratulated him,and head ed to the restroom place before we leave.I forgot we were leaving.His dad got out too,shook his hand and hugged him.He said he was proud and that he'll be alright.after he went back in the car.So it was him and I left,we were standing in the back of the car when we said our goodbyes. I hugged him so tight,like wht I told him I was oging to do.Hugged him so tight that I felt like not letting go.But I had too.We kissed each other and I knew he was slowly breaking-down.I tried to hold mines in.I kept hugging him and told him not to cry,and that Ill start crying.So I tried to make him laugh,using the bear he gave me how he's dressed like him but not quiet.I hugged him again and kissed him again. and again.His mom was coming back.So I knew I had to go,I kissed him once more as he did he same.I hugged him so tight as he hugged me and kissed my forehead.I wiped his eyes and said to call me as soon as he can.He said he will first chance he gets.So I then said Congratulations again,and the Im proud of him,and that Im proud to be his.and to always remember that.His tears rolled down his eyes,like a strong waterfall. as he stand in attention.After I just had to go inside the car.I looked back,as we leave and he did too.Oh gosh,I so tried to hold my tears back.
Part II:We returned the rental car back,and everything back,everyone was prety quiet at first.But we were all trying to play it off.We got to the plane, from San Antonio to Houston the nto Houston to San Diego.The whole trip back was mostly silence for me.I was thinking about the past couple of days.I looked out the window and saw how Texas was so different.I arrived at San Diego,and man how it was beautiful.the beaches and such.mountains not all leveled out like at Texas and new Mexico.But as I was still on the plane,I thought about how everything seemed like a dream.Even the ride home with his parents.They dropped me off,I guess his dad knew where I lived because kevin got his car keys stuck once.But anyways,when I got home I was in my bed just laying there.Still thinking how it was like a dream,that I didn't want to wake up.It happened so fast.I dont know.I loved it though.
Part III: That night I went to Jay's house liek I said i would,then headed to twix kickback,then to brian's old place.and throughout the night they asked me about him.I dont know,but yea proud may i saw,and yes i like him.and he's ok.

Now couple days passed and Im back in the same routine I always had.work.Monday kevin was headed to mississippi.I waited for his call.I got his call and how I love hearing his voice.He said hecn call me everyday now.nice.I was hoping he would call at least twice a day but im good with at least once a day.I mean better than the time he was at bootcamp.but still when I hear him,it still seems like a dream.i dont know.but I miss him so.


Tuesday, January 10, 2006

I loved Texas.



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